Well its been over a year since I started this blog while I was going through my own personal hell.. I've had ups and downs since then, but on the whole I'm doing ok now..
I was a bit depressed early this week and rather than doing something stupid and masochistic, I went for a bicycle ride, which I guess is a little masochistic really when you go during the hottest part of the australian summer day and enjoy the 'burn' in your muscles and the exhausted sweaty jelly legged feeling afterwards.. But thats healthy, isn't it? hahaha! So I've been going for a ride for 2 or 3 km every day this week, and I hope to keep it up, because it is improving my overall energy levels and mood, and to be honest, I wouldn't mind losing just a few more kilos...
I think I've pretty much ironed out the "who are my real friends" and "who can I trust" type issues, along with re-kindling some old friendships with people I wasn't able to speak to for the six years I was with my ex, and making a new friend or two. So I'm feeling pretty good in that department.
I'm still single and still enjoying being single, although I do have moments when I feel a bit down about it simply because I don't have someone to be physically intimate with. (and that doesn't always mean sex :P)
Admittedly I do have the occasional period of extreme horniness which is a bit frustrating and distracting especially when someone winds me up.. (wonder if she reads this far into this..) Then gets busy playing a game and doesn't talk to me for a week so I can't punish her for frustrating me! (miss you, in case you're reading this lol) But the bike rides are helping with that too, lol!
I start cert IV in IT next week, which I am looking forward to, especially since I am feeling more alert and happy now.. I was having a lot of trouble concentrating on anything last week as I was a bit sad, tired and lethargic..
I also solved a personal problem I have always had which I won't go into but has given me another source of tension and stress relief..
I'm going to get back into my energy work also (spiritual healing in laymans terms:P) which had to go on the backburner while I was with my ex, which I am looking forward to, coz its all such great feel-good stuff..
So...
Life feels good today..
Lets see how long I can keep it that way!
