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So much in my head, so little non-tired opportunity to organise it and put it in text form... My home is not in its usual state, concentrating for any length of time is difficult due to loud children having regular, if not constant, conflicts lol.. Glad I managed to get the last of my classes for the year finished in class!
Can't blame them.. Both used to being only children and suddenly having to live as siblings, sharing things, irritating each other, etc.. Its difficult to find good behaviour to reward with all the friction and acting up going on! But these things happen and one must deal with them as best one can..
This is just a.. "I wanna write something to show I'm still alive" entry.. lol.. My thoughts are not organised or focussed enough to write about something specific.. there are several things going on in my head and things I'm involved in and as always my brain is noticing funny little connections between things and figuring out reasons for some of the things I have wondered about.. Like why I have few male friends and why I'm terrible at math and remembering peoples names..

Took an iq test (only one aspect of iq.. crystallised or something) which revealed that I'm not as bad at math as I thought I was lol.. Turns out I have a bloody awful auditory memory, so by the time I get to the middle part of working out a somewhat complicated problem I've forgotten where I started and therefore don't know where to go next. Also explains my problems studying- why I need to take notes when no one else seems to lol..
Just now occurred to me that it may be why writing down my thoughts helps me process my thoughts and feelings.. I can refer back to where the thought started if I get lost, and continue... Interesting...