kinda pointless post

Just a random sort of "I'm still here" post :P

I've written a lot in the last couple of months, but unfortunately for those few who actually like to read the mental vomit that appears on this blog, most of it hasn't been suitable for public consumption, due to it being related to real life and not all in my head and the possibility of it accidentally doing harm to folk I care about n all that kinda jazz.
So the blogs been pretty quiet, which isn't really unusual so I don't know why I bother to explain it!
Sometimes I think it is unfortunate that real life friends know about and occasionally check on this blog, because it'd probably be more active if this wasn't the case!
Sometimes I don't post things because I don't want the grapevine taking information to individuals who I don't want to know anything about my life.. In case you haven't noticed, apart from the initial "my life is going to hell" posts, there's not a lot of information which is actually informative.
I rarely talk about whats going on in my actual physical life, as opposed to whats going on in my head. And even some of the stuff in my head is censored if I think it could do harm to people I care about.
I do write about it, but I don't often post it.
Once upon a time, on my old website (which I suppose was a blog but at the time I hadn't heard the term) I didn't have such self imposed limitations. I put up everything I wrote with no qualms at all. But I was an adolescent then, and I didn't have the responsibilities that I have now, those few people who's feelings might be hurt either didn't matter or appreciated the honesty (and my opinion was if they had a problem with it, they didn't deserve to matter)
I've thought about having a secondary blog for those things that I consider too private (which isn't much really, I'm a fairly open person when it comes to feelings and thoughts, if not events) but then I doubt anyone would read it, as I suspect the only people who know about and read this blog are friends who I've told about it. The few who want to get into my head and learn about the part of me that isn't expressed vocally lol.

I expect this is an incredibly boring post.