a bit of a random post

In continuation from the last post (I was interrupted yesterday when She decided to bring the laptop into the living area while she wasn't on mic).

I'm still listening to yesterday mornings recording... With the scared of flying discussion. The last significant thing I have picked from it is "No matter what happens I will get on that plane"

I had a dream last night that we broke up... She finally stopped pretending... It was a nice dream, not like the nightmare I had last week..
I can't remember much of it, because I think I fell back to sleep afterwards (goes to show it wasn't a nightmare). But it was like things should be...
She told me she was going to go, be with (the other woman), I basically said "I know, I've been waiting for you to get the guts up to tell me"
I think we discussed who gets what etc... But thats about all I remember. I just know I woke up thinking well that was nice....

Back to the recording... Quite a bit about flying, talked about my mother a bit... Talked about our foster daughter and how if it is easier for (the other woman) she won't 'bother'....
But then goes on the explain how she came to be in our care and that she is her parent, and asking how (the other woman) feels about being a step-mother. Saying that our breakup is no different to a straight couple with kids splitting up... But to see how they go... If she isn't comfortable with it...
I gather she is trying to convince (the other woman), to let her have shared custody, even if it is something like every 2nd weekend.
She is also telling her that the kid likes her... As if she doesn't like pretty much anyone that looks familiar that she sees a lot.

They also spoke quite a bit about having their own children... Whether to use a doner (the same guys we had thought about and asked previously in fact) or sperm bank/IVF...

Omg I just LOL'd because she was telling (the other woman) what she would be doing today... "going through my clothes, organising them... maybe do some cleaning.. theres not much to do... might kill a good 10 minutes..."
I've been waiting for her to organise her clothes since we moved into this house... 4 months ago... And the house is an absolute pigsty!