OMFG I know when I said no cybersex, I mentioned her touching herself... But when I asked her not to, I didn't mean she was still allowed to tell (the other woman) what to do to herself... Or what she is 'doing' to her.... Talk her through masturbation.... Thats still cybersex/phone sex... Its still infidelity... "I'm fucking you harder and faster...."
Even when we weren't having problems she would never do that sort of thing with me...
I can hear her dominating her, teasing her...
For fucks sake...
So yeah, another day, another piece of evidence... More fuel to help me believe that she is not taking me, us, our relationship seriously....
I wish she would just end it already... Let me end it...
She told me the other day that if I wanted to have cybersex in SL, she wouldn't mind, as long as it was with some random stranger, not a friend, or anyone that I have known for a while...lol...
Apparently that was her way of showing that the internet is different, that she considers it different.
So, she can have a full blown relationship, and I can have random cybersex for the sole purposes of relieving my sexual frustration. (which wouldn't work anyhow) How very generous.
What are your future plans? How do you deal day by day?
ReplyDeleteI'm playing it by ear at the moment... Thing is, I'm sure she won't tell me the whole truth even after its all over... So I'm trying to find out as much as I can, myself.
ReplyDeleteBecause I know once I reveal what I already know... I won't be able to find out anything else
So you will wait and see? You cant go on like this forever as it will destroy you.
ReplyDeleteNah, it won't destroy me.. I get stronger every day...
ReplyDeleteWhat doesn't kill you makes you stronger!
Besides... It can't go on forever.
How long are you going to let it go on for? You need to be happy to you know Noble.
ReplyDeleteIt is so sad to hear what has and is happening, but karma always comes around i guess.